I jumped. I’ll admit, it wasn’t a full on courageous jump, as if I were really going to walk on water with Jesus. It was more of a half-hearted, Jesus can always pull me up if I start to drown like usual jump. But I jumped none the less. Just days before, it seemed as if God told us NOT to look for a new place to live yet, in spite of our looming move out date. I confess, I tried to figure out the why to God's WAIT. Great. One of us is going to die. That’s it. That’s why we a